10-1-15 Had treatment today, doctor is still amazed how I am getting around. We have talked about what happens after the 10-29-15 treatment. The plan is to get another CT scan and be able to discontinue the stronger of the two drugs, this is the one with the most side effects. However, the treatment cycle would continue as is. I continue to look to God for my strength and was glad to hear there would be another CT scan soon. Whatever the results I must continue to put my trust in the Lord. TYL (The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1)

10-5-15 First I want to say my left foot has been numb free for a week. TYL Now back to God helping me stand my ground on finishing another chapter in my son’s father’s saga. After seeing he had purchased a new phone and equipment totaling over $600.00 in addition to the phone that had not been paid off, I couldn’t let this drag on any further. God helped me be firm about meeting with him tonight and getting almost all of his phone charges transferred off my account. Well, it seemed the phone representative did not understand it was to be his phone service as well as all of the equipment, so I still have the original phone on my bill, but it is less than one third of what it could have been. TYL I stopped by my youngest son’s house and told them I realize they needed all their money to pay rent so not to worry about this half of the car payment. Later after I got home, I’m not sure why I checked my account, but the funds were available from a loan I applied for on 9-23-15 through my job to help with some medical bills. I was told it could take up to three weeks before I would hear anything. TYL  I was wondering what I was going to do for groceries because I had just enough to cover my tithes check. Now I can pay my tithes, buy what we need and be able to help my youngest with some groceries also. They have been helping me in so many ways. TYL (But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19)

HE IS TRULY BETTER TO ME THAN I WAS EVER TO MYSELF. I CAN SAY

I AM LEARNING TO TOTALLY DEPEND ON HIM FOR ALL THINGS.  TYL