5-17-16 This morning while listening to Daystar, Clayton King was talking about his book “Stronger”, how the Lord helped him through the death of nine family members within twelve years. I enjoyed what he said about “not stopping in the middle of the trial, but with God’s help we must go through it”. (Say unto God, How terrible art thou in thy works! through the greatness of thy power shall thine enemies submit themselves unto thee. Psalm 66:3)  This illness is my enemy. It has caused me to make changes in the way I live and feel, but it can not control my spirit.

5-31-16 Time for another CT scan, however I will have to wait until my next doctor visit on June 9th to get the results. I am believing that there will be good news. It is late in the afternoon and I receive a call from the doctor. He tells me the scan shows there has not been any noticeable change when compared to the last two scans. He would like to stop treatments for the next three months. I am to keep my appointment on June 9th to discuss any questions I may have. He said he wanted to  let me know so I wouldn’t be thinking about until then. However, I had already prayed and put my concerns into the hands of the Lord, I was willing to wait for the results. With this news came a flood of new questions. I felt as confused as I did when I was first told about the “mass”. (Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the Lord Jehovah is my strength and my song; he also is become my salvation. Isaiah 12: 2)