8-4-16 My monthly blood and weight check. They are both stable, TYL. It is only by His grace and mercy that I am yet fighting the fight. I know of other friends, that I consider as family, that are not doing so well. TYL that I have not had any surgeries or long term hospitalizations. I continue to pray against the enemy that is attacking them and their families. I realize that the attack is not just against me but everyone that loves and cares about me, in some way we all suffer.

During this journey I have had the chance to read a lot of awesome writings and I am convinced that anything that is not like the Lord or for my good is an enemy to me. (And Joshua said unto them, Fear not, nor be dismayed, be strong and of good courage: for thus shall the Lord do to all your enemies against whom ye fight. Joshua 10:25) When you know who or what the enemy is better it makes the fight easier. I didn’t always know the enemy or think I had the proper weapons needed to fight. (When I wept, and chastened my soul with fasting, that was to my reproach. Psalm 69:10)  The Lord heard my cries and showed me what I needed to do or say. So along with not calling my condition out I stop allowing others, including my doctors, to use the medical term for it. I would stop anyone and say “I have been told I have an inoperable mass in my liver”. I have been used to speaking or claiming things that the Lord did not mean for me to keep, NOT ANY MORE. It is a fight of reconditioning the way I think and pray. TYL for loving me and the people you send to encourage me and allow me to testify of your goodness. My His blessings be with you is my continued prayer.