As I pray and wait to hear what the doctors are planning to do next, I continue to work, take care of Chris, my home and go to church. This is not an easy task because the pain, weakness and nausea seems to vary day by day. There are days I have to go to an area by myself for 10 to 15 minutes at a time until I feel good enough to work. Home life is stressful which did not help any of the situation. With Chris’ father I never knew if he was going to be there or how many other people would be with him. Many times I just wanted to find a place, take Chris and escape it all.   

7-22-14 Dear Lord, You made this world and all that are in it. You see the pain and I just ask for peace to the mind and spirit of your people, including me. Keep us seeking your will and living in it. In Jesus name. Amen

(Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Isaiah 26:3)